Time

They say time is precious,
That time is of the essence,
But what is this illusion?
What is time?

It goes by, they say,
But I don't see anything.
They even say,How time flies,
Does it have wings?

Never have I seen it,
Never have I understood it's physical being.
But I do know some things,
I know the time that I'm away from you.

Time is precious.
It is of the essence.
But no time is worth my time,
Unless that time is spent with you.

How time weighs heavily on my heart.
Oh, how time does eat away at me.
Time is not physical, but rather spiritual,
For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

Not the best is the best...

Missing someone is the worst thing to do... and yet I kanna got this feeling after meeting Ed for the first time... and ever since after Sunday's meeting, yesterday I didn't got his smses even I had sent him 3 smses over.... I really wonder if do guys when they get busy, do they always like to ignore ppl no matter whoever it is (or is it just me) ??

Haiz... 真的很难找到一个能够和我心灵相通的人....

He got mention that he will be away for business trip to Cambodia for 2 weeks starting from today... think after this 2 weeks if it is still like that... then I shall start to kick him out of my life already...

Windy Sunday

Today's weather been very nice... very windy especially... this afternoon went to Chinatown there and met up with Ed, new guy from friendster. Quite a nice guy to be with... feel comfortable when talking to him.. knowing that he just came back from Australia not long ago so bring him walk around Chinatown place.. haha... and we got to know this small place called Ann Siang Hill Park... quite a nice park to walk abt... I think it's more suitable for those wedding couples who talking photos shooting outdoor... so we walked around and found a nice bench there and sit down and chit chat... and know many interesting things from him.. haha... nice...

Felt embrarassing when he said I look prettier from my photos I show in friendster.... haha.. and he also like my nice hairstyle.. cool.... first time ever a guy told me that manz... hahahaha....
* face red already lah *

One common thing between us is both of us are the only child in our family and that his family is mirgated in Australia but he came back to Singapore for work and intend to stay back here... hmmm how nice.. and I felt curious that why he likes bigger size girls rather than slimmer ones.. haha... and his past 2 gfs were more bigger size than me though... * wonder wonder *

and one thing I know about him is he can be really honest and he can be very serious when working... hmm... that's all I can observe abt him... and shall continue observing him when got chance to meet up again... haha... a nice and cool guy that I knew so far in my life...

I Don’t Wanna Be

Just browse around and found Jacky's new song from his latest album ~ 在你身边

and I preferly like this song - I Don't Wanna Be


若隐若现
我一直以为看不见
轻声气语
我还以听不见
这样的想法
简单得教人讨厌
算来算去
身上总是缺了一件
夜以继日
欲望就要接近无限
不停奔波
到底什么得到改变
总有那么一天
打开我的双眼
惊觉时间早已流逝
再也没有机会
I Don’t Wanna Be
忘记生命不断控制的机器
I Don’t Wanna Be
追求一切最后得到总是零
I Don’t Wanna Be
欺骗自己直到心灵都蒙蔽
当我觉得后悔的时候
我还能怎么挽回


sounds relaxing and yet got some meaning in it.... hmm.... what am I thinking...

Nothing to update....

These few days I have nothing to update.... sianz.... cos been busy with work..... not much good mood to write also... cos can't think of anything.... Life has been boring as usual... work home work home... n nothing else.... only today after work still quite early so went to Junction 8 with KC & J for dinner and window shopping... but weather has not been good... raining again... even sianz.... but tonight can sleep rather well as it will be a cooling night tonight....

Watch ~ " Apocalypto "

After knowing last night shocking news... I decided to catch a movie with Mr N and Ms H @ Cineleisure to make myself cool down from the shocking news and get on with life... as I know life still have to go on, no matter what happened... so right after work, went down to Orchard and meet them to watch this movie called...

" Apocalypto "

This movie is about ~

From Academy Award® winning filmmaker Mel Gibson (“The Passion of the Christ,” “Braveheart”), comes APOCALYPTO: a heart stopping mythic action-adventure set against the turbulent end times of the once great Mayan civilization. When his idyllic existence is brutally disrupted by a violent invading force, a man is taken on a perilous journey to a world ruled by fear and oppression where a harrowing end awaits him. Through a twist of fate and spurred by the power of his love for his woman and his family he will make a desperate break to return home and to ultimately save his way of life.

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This was my first time ever watched such movie in a language very foreign not to compare with Thais or Japanese or Korean... its really different from those normal languages... and you won't hear ppl saying using this language... a very interesting and yet very bloody also and some scenes really qute touching too.... especially there is this scene that those bad guys from another village held these captives and bring back to their own village, when on their way, these captives's children keep following their parents non-stop till they face a quite deep river that those bad guys bring their parents cross over but the children couldn't follow as the river is too deep for them to follow... so the children had no choice and got to bid goodbye to their parents, and one of them told their mother this.. "don't worry, mother. I will take care of them. They're all mine." This was the part when I felt my eyes so teary... but lucky my tear didn't drop off.. haha...

Overall this movie still not bad though... although some scenes really too bloody liao but there still got interesting, funny and touching part of the story to watch... so I shall give this movie 3.5 starts out of 5 ba....

So after the movie... oh yeah... before I mention about our dinner... first let me mention about our lunch we had.. haha... this afternoon I had a marveldicious lunch.. hmm shall I say is Dim Sum lunch? haha... we had at Orchard Taka there at Crystal Jade Dim Sum restaurant... the dim sum there really taste yummy.. and it is my first time too to try Crystal Jade dim sum... but too bad didn't took any pics of it... hmm hopefully if got next time, shall take some and show to you guys ba...

Back to our dinner... ok , so after our movie, we went to this restaurant to have western dinner...

what I can see is they seems like their famous food is Steak... but too bad I don't eat beef... so I tried their another Chef recommend dish which is Drunken Fish n Chip set meal...

this is their Soup of the Day... taste nice... comes with garlic bread....

and my main course is this la... Drunken Fish n Chips... yeah... they said the fish is coated with Beer... hmm... but I didn't taste any beer flavour leh... or is my taste bud spoilt liao? haha... but anyway.. the fish really taste soft and tender... nicey nicey... and after our main course, we still ordered ice-cream as our dessert... but end up all of us didn't really finish up all as our stomach really too full liao... haha...

so after our heavy dinner, we headed back home separate ways....
afterall... really got to thank them and company me... feel much better now... thank you...

Too Sudden... Too Shocked...

Just now received a call from KC.... got shocked when I heard her said this shocking news into my ears.... till now I still can't believe it is true.... I thought I was dreaming... but it's not...

I knew it is something bad will happen whenever I got this bad feeling inside me... but I didn't know it is her...

KC told me over the phone that her mum told her that Ein Shia's mum has been murdered in Malaysia hometown... after her relatives there reported that she is missing for 3 days and they found her body buried together with her motorcycle... it is to be said that Ein Shia's mum had quarrelled with her working ppl over there in Malaysia rubber trees plant farm about work matters so ended up both parties quarrel very fiecrely... as Ein Shia's mum is one of the 不好惹的人, those kind of woman and is famous in their hometown... so most of the ppl there didn't really get along well with her... but I didn't know this will happen to her...

Why God likes to 作弄人 ?

You already took her daughter away from her 2 years ago.... why still can't just let her mum live well and stay strong??.... why must you so hard hearted to a powerless woman.... why???!!!!

I know this woman is not a really nice person... but she already aged... why can't you just let her go peacefully but instead let her being murdered???

at this point... I really miss my friend Ein Shia... as now, she can finally reunite with her mum in Heaven... I dunno this is a good ending or a sad strategy..... for now, I can only say is I feel so down right now...

Who's copying Who ??

Guess what I saw from TV today ??
I saw this 2 singers sing the same song manz....
No, don't get me wrong... I am not referring to that superstars lah...
I am referring to 1 Japan singer and 1 Singapore singer...
If you watch below videos, you will know who I am saying le...




this above is Japan singer

and below is Singapore singer





really dun understand why keep copying other ppl's songs leh... don't they have their own songs to sing meh...

wonder where are all those song writers gone???

情、这个子

问世间情为何物？
这句话，很多人都在问。。。可是又有谁会知道答案呢？

爱情，不就是那令人感觉，酸、甜、苦、辣，吗？
何必为了“情”，这个子，而让自己痛苦呢？

有谁不想要有天长地久的爱情，
有谁不想要有十全十美的感情，
可是在这世上，会有那童话搬的故事实现吗？

旧伤口称未忘记，但原以为可否接受新的恋情，不过却又被拒绝了。

而为了默种理由，却分开，其实自己还是爱这他，可是为了能够让他感到开心，
却只好放弃这断感情。

难到爱情，就是要玩弄人吗？

我曾经受伤害过多次。。。可能对于爱情，也已经麻木了。。。
不知道什么是爱情，
不知道什么是感情，
跟不想再了解它。。。

不知道这样想是对或错。。。不如你来告诉我吧。。。。

A Song to share

Happen to know 2 of my friends encounter some problem in their love life... hence, would like to dedicate this song to both of them... hope they can stand up and be strong... for Richie and Elaine...


爱,自由

也许是想换个姿势拥抱
记忆先搁着
变成了数字保存的照片
会不会退色
难道所谓的真爱或是怀念
是两个都爱一个都不舍?
你说我们还是不适合一起生活
黎明之前很温暖
阳光下太冷漠
还以为在你离开以后
你会亲口告诉我
我的爱至少给过你一些快乐
然后我接受你的理由
呆在人群的背后
目送着你飞向你说的自由
终于能在你离开很久以后
我对自己说
这段爱只是经过也很快乐
然后就牵着自己的手
大步走出这个角落
缝好伤享受你还我的自由
让每个爱自由

Watch ~ "One Last Dance"

Today went to watch this movie which is filmed in Singapore... cool...

{ One Last Dance }

is about ....

A truly original dynamic fusion of a gangster film and a love story, One Last Dance tells the story of a world-weary hitman, T (Francis Ng) who falls in love with Mae, the beautiful sister (Vivian Hsu) of a gangster for whom he is working on a job. When T’s best friend and rival, the Police Chief (Ti Lung) is assigned to investigate the murders, the labyrinthe plot slowly unfolds into a giant piece of jigsaw.

Filmed entirely in Singapore, One Last Dance is an international film that entertains across borders while challenging the audience to contemplate the way they see the world.

Directed by Brazilian Maz Makowski, One Last Dance is the first Singapore film selected to be in competition at the Sundance Film Festival 2006.

Can say this show is alittle bit confusing though... I really catch no ball at first as they show the ending in the first place.. then later part they show the whole story again piece by piece... but overall... this story is about a killer's life on how he gets the job and killed those ppl and ended up commit suicide just to protect the girl he loves...

I shall gave this movie 3 stars out of 5... oh btw, I just fall in love with this movie theme song... hmm... gonna try my luck to find it... haha....

Dinner @ HongKong Cafe

Today's so cooling.... keeps on rain and stops, rains and stops.... haiz... but it doesn't stop me for going out to meet friends, watch movie and have dinner with them... ha...

And after our movie, we went to Xin Wang HongKong Cafe for our dinner....

My drink for the night is Iced Hongkong Milk Tea... See? so special... use those metal mug to serve de... haha....

One of our appetitzer... Special Bread Toast... this is my first time trying this... taste yummy....

Ta-Da !!! and inside is....... of cos is bread la... hahahaha.... u think what? got treasure ya? lolz... it's a plain bread no fillings contain... but outside is with butter and I think honey or sweet syrup...

Last but not least... the main course... is... Chicken Chop with Fries... taste not bad... really got those Hongkong style although I never been to HongKong before but only been to Macau... but I can taste it's has those Asian style not like those western style... overall, this cafe serves good food and their price is affordable... but one small thing I must comment is... their service... although it is a HongKong cafe but doesn't mean that your service must be also like Hongkong... I mean maybe they short of waiter/waitress or whatever but as such a quite big cafe... service is really also important to us.. maybe they need some training on how to be attentive to customers.. I already encounter twice as I observe the way they work... they tend to be very busy with their own work and we need to put up our hand for quite a long time but nobody cares us like we are transparents... lolz... hope they can really go and improve their service... put their eyes on customers and not on those pass-by ppl...

Don't have sportsmanship spirit

Last night after work, went to have a game of badminton with my usual colleagues... but then.... due to V and JK could not join us as V got to take care of his son who was sick and JK whose her ankle still unable to play any sports so sort of 2 persons.... so in the end, Lady Boss and her nephew came and joined us to play.... * Yucks *

but lucky I didn't played with them... haha... I played with CC, Michelle and J... haha... so Lady Boss and her nephew played with E and KC.... cos they belong to those can consider as pros team... and us? haha... is those lousy team... lolz.... this is what my Lady Boss thinks of us...
* angry *

and today KC complained to me that she feels her leg muscle very tired and pain... due to maybe she didn't do enough warm-up first ba... poor KC.... and she also complained that Lady Boss's nephew don't really have sportsmanship spirit as he keep on smack the shuttle cock on KC and E... I must say, even though you're an expert doesn't mean you need to everytime keep on smack your ball right? and furthermore this is just a friendly game and not those competition match, no need to play so serious ba... and somemore, our Lady Boss is so lazy one lor... very seldom see her picks up the ball when the shuttle cock dropped on the floor.. damn lazy lor... still dare to say me lazy last time... *hmph*

but lucky for me, as I enjoyed playing with my teammates... haha... as we really had a friendly and joyous game last night... we keep chatting and giggling when playing... haha... so funny...

back to today.... today's weather still so bad... keep raining again.... wonder if the rain season is it coming back again ma.... gosh.... really hope that weather turn good again soon... don't keep raining non stop and made some places flooded... and somemore our clothes we washed, don't even dry yet.... aaarrrgghhh....

well... weekends coming again.... so fast.... hope you ppl enjoy your weekends ya...

Have Fun !! and Happy Weekends !!

Curious Question No. 1

Just happen to encounter this funny question which me and all my office colleagues don't know the answer also... haha....

Ok, this question is....

How Do Fish Make Love ??

Does anyone know the answer ??

Received nice comments

From morning until knock off time, I have been receiving nice comments for my perm hair... hehehehe.... but dunno real or not... or just make me happy only... but anyway... it's alright for me... as I dun hack care what other ppl said abt my hair or how I look like with my new hairstyle.... This is me... This is what I look like.... so for now, I am going to take good care of my perm hair... as I realised my hair has turned very very dry.... is like withered grass.... sob sob... haha... anyone got any suggestion to make hair goes soft and stay curly ?? as this is my first time having perm hair.... I really dunno how to maintain them.... lolz.... hope after I go for my perm hair treatment this coming weekends will make my hair looks more healthy and softer....

Morning Look....

This morning try to style my hair... so i borrow my mum's hair clips and took some pics.. hahahaha....

compare to last night I took those pics.... which style is nicer?? with or without hairclips??

New Look for this Year 2007

New Hairstyle with specs....

Do I look old mah? haha...

Ta-Da !!!!! New Look for the New Year 2007 !! Hahahaha.....

This afternoon went to bugis there and do one... actually just wanted to have a hair cut and wash... but in the end my hairstylist suggested to me that maybe I should try a new hairstyle as last time I always have straight hair... so I gave some thoughts of it and decided to give it a try... and in the end... it turns out to be not so bad after all... hahahaha....

and this is without specs...

LoLz... looks like few yrs older liao.... hahahahaha.....

Will history repeat itself?

Just now out of sudden, I received a call from big K... and this is the 3rd time that he had called me.... ever since we broken up that time.... 1st time he called was on the Christmas eve night where he called me and wished me Merry Christmas.... then followed by 2nd time he called was on the New Year eve night where he again called me and wished me Happy New Year.... and 3rd.... was just now he called.... and we had chatted for awhile...

What does this means? Did he miss me? so he called me? or it doesn't mean anything at all?

His 3 calls really made me surprised... wonder what he is thinking right now? but somehow, I feel kinda missing him too... as he never fail to make me laugh or smile whenever I heard his voice.... hmm.... kinda weird feelings....

Tuesday a Family day

Today is a family day for me... haha.... as this afternoon I bring my both parents go to visit VivoCity as they never go there before... so bring them and see see look look...

Mum and Dad seems so happy while on the way to there.... maybe because this is another rare chances where I go out with them as I always go out with my own friends... therefore they seems so happy...

but also because Dad can only have alternate Tuesday off every twice weeks so can't be helped too... haiz.... for work and money what to do....

overall today is an enjoyable one for me as we enjoyed ourselves shopping around the whole VivoCity... the food there seems to capture mum's eyes the most... haha... every food she also wanna try.... gosh... but too bad I haven't got my salary yet if not sure buy all of them and let mum and dad try...

somehow I really wish I can earn more to give my parents a good life to enjoy... and I feel that my contribution for this family is very limited.... haiz.... feel like a bad daughter sometimes....

Brand New Year for 2007

This will be my 1st blog entry for the brand New Year 2007....

Poem of the day...

If it didn't bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let's ring in the new year
with good things in mind

Let every bad memory
that brought heartache and pain
And let's turn a new leaf
with the smell of new rain

Let's forget past mistakes
making amends for this year
Sending you these greetings
to bring you hope and cheer

Happy New Year !