So Sad....

Early in the afternoon... received one mms from dear dear.... my 6th sense tells me that it gonna be another bad news again... end up luckily not a so bad one... but then......

HIS RING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! His RING has something missing !!!!! Did you see that??? OMG.... That small little diamond has GONE !!!!! Gone missing le..... Sob sob.... at that moment.. I really feel a mixture of emotional feelings inside me... a mixture of angry + disappointed + sad.... but what can I say.... guess that's fate ba... think guys can't really wear with diamonds on.... cos they tend to be more careless.... haiz....

then.... after that... know something from dear... and start to kinda worried for him.... sometimes I wonder what is a real family is.... is it to go thru all the tough times together and settle problems together... or just blame one another and yet unwilling to settle problems together and left that person to face all by himself alone...

what does FAMILY mean to you??

Getting a Shock

Last night received a sms from KC, saying that she has lost her wallet when she came back from JB during her journey in taxi to her home where she stays in SG... was surprise to see this sms though... as I know KC is a very careful person who seldom see her lost anything...

but too bad.. this time she wasn't that lucky... lost her wallet that has contained all her important things... eg, her work permit, her i/c, her credit cards...etc. Poor girl she is... Lost about 100++ singapore dollar and 100++ malaysian ringgits...

and luckily she went to make a police report in SG first then today she took a day off to go back to JB and make another police report, afterall she has actually lost it in JB when entering the custom, I guess....

what a weekend for her....

so morale of this incident is.... never never put your wallet inside your backpack and carry your backpack against your back... this is a totally wrong way when you go to those crowded places... cos you won't know what may happen as you don't have eyes behind your back to look out for your bag safety... or can try to use 2 seperate wallet or another small pouch to put in your cash money so that you don't have to take out your whole wallet out and let other ppl catches their eyes on....

** just a small tip for you all when you travel overseas or to crowded places **

I know I can be colorful

Yes.... I know I can be colorful... muahahahahaha.... after seeing some of "you" change your blogskin... which made me aaarrrggghhh.... so itchy to change mine too... hahahahahaha... but too bad... whatever I choosen and put it on my template.. seems can't change means can't change... I wonder why... ahhh... damn it.. think I'm such a html code idiot.. lol... who doesn't really know how to fix those html codes... too lazy to learn I guess... muahahahaha....

well anyway... just do abit of changing here and there afterall... its still so easy just to change colors only... hahahahaha..........

Cute Rabbit

found something sooooooooooooo cute............. haha....

it says... "Carrot please............ AMEN."

HaHaHa....

Hot War in the Early Morning

Early in the morning 9am... my office had a hot war going on... people involve?? not us.. lolx... is another dept... 2 women.. their age add together already 100 plus.... guess... sometimes when one person can't really tolerate with another... will blow off their temper out...

忍无可忍，无需再忍......

think later when boss coming in sure will ask that 2 women come into her room and talk...

well... hope to see rainbow soon.....

野人之爱

Just found a nice song... let's enjoy together.... =)

野人之爱 - 周杰伦&野人花园


I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be you hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
beginning A reason for living
A deeper meaning
I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远当作没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧唱着歌一直走
Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
its standing right here before you
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀你在我胸口
睡着像这样的生活
我爱你
你说爱我
想简简单单爱


haha... first time ever heard Jay's song being mixed with english song.. haha... nice nice...

Any Job Vacancy for Him?

For those who have read my previous post regarding my dear Chris, if you do have a kind heart, and do have any lobang in your company who wish to employ someone as Logistic Assistant or Project Executive or Co-ordinator... pls let me know ya... so that I can recommend my bf Chris to apply for it... as I really do not wish to see him to get hurt again... its really made me heart so pain like a needle poke a balloon... can u image that?? haiz....

yesterday after work, met up with Elaine mei and dear dear to have dinner together and do Jason's birthday card... we settle at McDonald.. but end up didn't do much for the card... haha... cos my arts sucks.. in drawing.. without pc, I can't do much.. lolx... ideas came... but all have to use pc to do... guess now life go too high-tech... all things have to use computer... lolx...

thinking thinking... need more thinking.......

Pain inside my heart

This morning... just start work not long ago... a few mms from my dear... 6th sense tells me sure it's not good news again... and indeed.. those mms again... is his new happenings at work... new wounds being shown to me... this time looks like abit more serious... and more scary...

and now... shall present them to you...

for those who have weak heart or have heart attack history, pls DO NOT scroll down and see.... and also those who is pregnant.. pls DO NOT see also...

Ready ??

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Da-ta !!!! This is my poor dar dar's hand... which he just got hurt this morning...

Scary ma?? like being beaten by someone or by some beast...

and this is after he managed to get bandage by his colleague... in order to protect the wound getting infection and those dust at work....

alright... shall have a rest before I continue to show you more scary ones... lolx.... so just now after work, I meet up with dear dear to have dinner together... suppose to meet Ms E but last min she can't make it... so dear dear bring me to Geylang there to eat the famous claypot rice... nice and yummy... don't ever think Geylang is only a red district place for those hookers... but infact there have many many nice places of GREAT food to eat....

so after our delicious dinner, we walked slowly back to bus stop and took bus home...

and now carry on to show you the most scary pics of all...

don't blink your eyes ya... rememeber...

Dare to see ?? please scroll down...

Dare not see ?? please click exit...

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See..... nice hand become like this.... haiz.... heart pain manz....

really wanna cry when my dar sent me these 2 mms... I asked him what's those dark brown patches on his hand... he said is medicine and to burn the skin in order to kill the toxic "siao du"

I really dunno what will happen to him if he still carry on working in that company...

so my dearest dear... would you be consider changing your job and find some other job to do rather than seeing you keep on getting hurt here hurt there.... really made me so heart pain you know... and I still have to worry for you everyday...

so any lobangs for my bf Chris ma???

Trying some changes

Just change abit here n there... to smoothe my mood for my blog... lolx... purple resemble lavendar.... lavendar is to smoothe ppl's feelings and mood... and is also trying to make ppl relax... so that's why i choose purple... trying to make ppl relax when reading my blog... =)

well.. today got a minor hurt... i hurt left foot toe... just now in office after work, i was outside empty my dustbin... when i didn't know KC was behind me and when i turn around and she open the wooden glass door and "pop" it turned that the door hit my left foot toe... the 2nd toe... *pain pain*... sob sob... luckily no blood is seen... lolx... only thing is... my toe nail break half out..... phew.. and not the whole nail out man... if not i sure cried out loud i tell u.... haha....

and now that poor little toe still feel abit pain though.... think it feel kinda half naked... lolx...

Purple Monday

Yes.... my blogskin color has been changed again.... muahahahaha.... cause I always like purple... ever since young my favourite color is purple.. and second choice is pink... I dunno why I like purple... hmm.. some said purple brings out mystery... and I do like mystery.. hahaha... crazy person I am.. lolx...

anyhoo, anyhow... gotta start working now... sianz...

Sweet Sweet Jelly

Don't envy me lah.. guess what am i doin now?? hahahahaha... while i am bloggin now dar dar came to me and feed me with soft soft jelly... hahahahaha.... yea... i am at his house again... lolz...

this afternoon got a big shock... received a sms from Rebec... saying Jason was warded at TTSH last night... having high fever... gosh.... was so worried for him at that time... after work rush down to meet dear first... then told him abt Jason's case... so we took bus rush down to TTSH and visited Jason... met Paul kor and Rebec at there... was glad to know Jason's fever is going down... and is much better le... to what Paul and Rebec has said... but still feel sad to see him getting thinner n thinner each time I went visit him... hoping he really can get well soon....

after staying at there chatting with Paul and Rebec and talk to Jason for awhile... and we went back separate ways... so me and dar dar went to Sq 2 there and had late lunch... having KFC... while having our meals half way there is a group of secondary school boys sit next table to us... i really can't stand their attitude... keep scolding out or rather say keep mentioning about vuguar words... i mean... alright i know nowadays youngsters do behave like that (for some) but.., bear in mind... you're still wearing school uniforms... somemore is at a public places... can you mind your own language when talking to your friends??? i mean ok.. well if you wanna be Ah Seng or Ah Beng , i won't stop you being one.. but for god sake... this is outside area... not at your home or some coffeeshop or void decks while u can act like BIG Ah Beng or Ah Seng.... gosh... it really irritating while you are having meals n some ppl keep scolding those vuguar language beside you... "CB lah, CCB lah...etc...."

well can't really put those language over here so using short forms letters.. haha...

anyway... after our delicious lunch at KFC I went back together with dear to his house... n just found out that this website "RockYou.com" do have some online games to play leh... hehe.. actually is saw dear's sis playing de lah then i know from her... hehe... they got quite number of games to play and some is nice one... can try out yourself lor...

anyhow... i'm still at his house now... haha... n with dar dar now sit beside me see me blogging.. hahahahahhaa... ok lah.. going to carry on playing games leh... shhhh.. do not disturb orh... K u then u know... muahahahhha...

Our 2nd Month Anniversary

Today is me and my dar dar 2nd month anniversary... times flew so fast... already 2nd month... hmm... know my dear for 2 months le.... love him for 2 months le... and yet know him like thousand years... and love him so so much...

Dear,

Thank you for all your love, care and concern which you showering me all these while... I am glad I have found you in my life... and be your gf too... Though I may be sometimes silly abit, naughty abit, stubborn abit... but yet you still accept me as what I am and love me as much as you do... Thanks dear... Love you always...

Last but not least...

May our Love be there always and Last Forever....

Not again?

my goodness... today received dar dar mms again... a photo of his palm being the skin rip off... small portion actually...

aiyoyo.... see liao heart pain again... haiz.... dear ya dear... pls be more careful leh... if carry on like that i dunno have to heart pain how many times liao leh... wish i was there to sayang sayang dear dear hand... sob sob....

guess my this blog will soon write full of dar dar's injury during work... hmmm.... i shall name it "my dar dar's history of pain during work" how abt that? hahaha....

well... shall pray that dar dar won't be getting hurt anymore during work from now onwards... *pray hard hard*

Poor Dar Dar

this afternoon i got another shock of my life again... my dear actually mms me a photo of his hand being cut again... awww.... sob sob... =(

after seeing this photo... i feel like crying... i dunno why... ever since from his first day at work, he keep on getting hurt here and there... either hands getting cuts or knock here or there getting blue black... haiz... to compare with his previous job... i did rather he work there than working in this new job which seems like so dangerous like that...

my heart feel so pain whenever he showed me those wounds and cuts he got from his work... n yet being his gf... i dunno how to help him in any other way... i feel like so useless... sob sob...

dear dear... could you pls be more careful when at work... i dun wish to see you get cuts again... my heart pain to see you in pain also...

dear... i love you....

你是我心内的一首歌

Just found out that my another idol.... 王力宏 has out his latest album le... yeah....
and this is one of his latest song from his latest album.... i find it quite nice though...


你是我心内的一首歌


男：你是我心内的一首歌
心间开起花一朵
女：你是我生命的一首歌
想念汇成一条河
男：你在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
女：在我生命留下一首歌
男：一首歌
合：不论结局会如何
好想问你
对我到底有没有动心
沉默太久
女：只会让我不小心犯错
男：不小心犯错
女：你在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
男：在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何
合：你是我心内的一首歌
心间开起花一朵
你是我生命的一首歌
女：想念汇成一条河
男：想念汇成一条河
女：好想问你
男：好想问你
女：对我到底有没有动心
男：对我到底有没有动心
真心
女：沉默太久
男：沉默太久
女：只会让我不小心犯错
男：不小心犯错

合：你是我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
在我生命留下一首歌
不问结局会如何

do enjoy......

Surprise + Happy

Guess what.... right now i'm at my dear dear's house... haha.. using his pc to update my blog.... haha... and just now I was so surprise and happy... why? because Xiao Kai (dear's newphew) has actually let me carry him wor... hahahaha... this is my first time carrying him... haha... as i always thought he was afraid of me and won't let me carry... but today he won't wor.. n let me carry him two times... hahahaha.... feel so happy and yet so surprise... haha...

later we all will go to Toa Payoh there... as dear said there got basha malam in malay (small street market aka mobile market where they open lots of stall selling stuff etc... for just a few days then went to another location n sell)...

hehehe... alright... shall stop here now... cause can't use too long... hahahaha...

oh ya... btw, i have change my mobile number last night... so those who didn't received my sms of notification of new number do email me or leave a msg here and i will give u my new number...

ciaos....

Change color again..

haha... i know... i know u guys must be saying i'm getting crazy le... cos i keep changing my blog skin colors... hahahahaha.... well.. cos i want to change something on my blog skin... but somehow i failed to do so... so end up keep changing colors... like a "bian she long" erm.. forgotten what it call in english.. dunno what lizard.. haha..

anyhow... got to thanks jingyi for sending me that Jay Chou's movie poster and pic.. that i use that pic to put it on my blog as display pic... hahahahhaa....... so in order to match with that pic color... i change my blog skin color too... haha... so u see... i'm really that crazy lor... hahahahahaa......

oh can't wait to wait his movie le.... jay jay jay.....

isn't my blog skin color so match with this poster?? hahahahahaha.....

Irritating ringtone...

glad to hear dear dear recovery from his fever last night... was quite worry for him as I knew he just cut his finger that day... wonder will it be getting infection from his cut... as this kind of thing cannot be play play one... but glad to say he is on the way to recovery now...

this morning feel some kind of irritating... thanks to that someone A... my ex... keep calling my mobile when i was working... getting my nerve even i had sms him not to call me anymore as i already told him it's impossible for me to go back to him anymore... cause now i have my dear dear Chris le... dun understand why some guys are like that... only wait until u lost that someone then u will feel regret why this and that... then come to find u back again... i meant... what's the point...

n i find my fav ringtone has become very irritating to me... so i turn on silent... n he still dun give up n even call to my office n look for me... but lucky i told my colleague to lied that I am on leave today... then he keep on calling my mobile non stop till almost going to lunch time then stop calling... phew... i guess...

i hope there won't be next time of this nonsense...

Worried for dear dear

dear dear today made me so worried.... cos this afternoon he smsed me said that he had cut his finger... n so much blood dripping.... after hearing this I almost fainted... n no mood to carry on my work... cos worried for him.... but luckily after knowing he is alright, i then have some mood to do my work... then later in the evening meet up with him for dinner....

see.... my dear dear finger... look so scary right??? so long the cut.... feel so heart pain when he let me see the wound...

after that he bring me to jalan besar there to eat curry sissor rice.... the most famous one... got long queue of ppl buying de wor.... yummy yummy.... then after our dinner we went back home together.....

More Pics taken last night

Here's comes with some more pics which we took last night...

As I just came back from dear's place, so here are the last minute edited pics...

hope you guys like it... hehehehe.........

that's all for last night... got to go n sleep le... zzzzzzzzzz

The Essence of Harmonica

Last night went to attend a harmonica concert which Rebec got performed in there... went with my dear, Elaine n Terrence, Paul kor n his bro... all of us went there to give Rebec support... Yeah.... haha... we also got give Rebec a big surprise... the surprise is a big bouquet of flowers plus a BIG BIG teddy bear and a small cuttie piggy soft toy... lolx... we know Rebec loves soft toy... haha...

it was my first time ever attend a harmonica concert... must say it was an enjoyful concert... by hearing the music they played thru out the night...

I also got took some pics during the concert...

can see Rebec n her bf ma ??? hahahaha... dun tell u...

let u all guess where she n her bf is... =p

this is Rebec doing her solo... nice music she played... aw.....

(sorry I know this pics is very blur... cos I used my hp to take one.. didn't bring my dg cam.. aarrgh.. but i think is alright.. cos this blurness can make some mystery... to make u guys to guess which is her in the next photo.. hahaha...)

now... u can guess which is her le ba??? still can't guess out?? haiz... then i dunno what to say le... hahahahahhaahha.........

Busy Busy

finally today is friday... but is also super busy friday.... why? cos tomorrow is the most luckiest day of the whole year.... which have lucky number 7.... on the date 7th, on the month July 7, on the year 2007... goes.. 07-07-07... nice right ??? therefore... lots of opening ceremony going on... here and there.... making us busy like hell... but... guess boss should be happy... cos business is here... $$$ money sign... lolx... but to us... is tired... plus no OT pay for us (customer service) only those others have... ours just earn by commission... haiz...

hmm... back to the lucky date... heard they said on this 07-07-07 have 700 plus of couples getting ROM la , married la.. wonder really got so much of ppl getting married ma... haha....

hmm... think next year 2008 will also have many couples getting married
on 08-08-08, 8th August year 2008... will there be 800 plus couples ma??? lolx...

The Question

This morning, I brought my ring set and jewellery set to office... as I promise KC and J to show them the sets... so I just brought to work... the minute I show to them, all my other colleagues also kapo comes and see also.. hahahaha... think is that jewellery set too sparkling liao until all other ppl also comes and see... and they start to ask questions...

like

who gave to me these?
is it your boy boy?
are the rings for your ROM or engagement?
got bring your boy boy meet your parents yet?
and bla bla bla... so on and on... haha...

lol... I wonder why they didn't go and become a reporter... ask so many questions... hahahaha...

well I just answered back to them with the truth.... so they would willingly stop asking me anymore questions... lolx....

anyway... I just hope things will be smooth for me and dear... to go thru this long way of relationship...

The Ring

Feel excited to see my ring.. muahahah... no lah.. just kidding... today after work went down to PS with KC and J to collect my couple ring... as dear dear on that day had actually bought for me as Part Two of my belated Birthday gifts... didn't know he really meant it until I actually see it myself.. with the ring...haha...

so just now before collecting the ring, 3 of us went to KFC to settle our dinner... dun worry guys.. I not having any chicken for my dinner... instead I'm having FISH... Fish Fillet burger set...haha...

and after our dinner, we then proceed to the stall to collect my rings... here's the photos I took just now when I had reached home...

both rings have our name engraved on it... mine with his name and his with my name... and with the date when we started as a couple... 19.05.2007

even that salesman who served us said WoW.. when he saw the date that dear and me had told him that day... he also said that's fast.. still got a long road to go... haha... I think that's true enough... though me and dear had gone thru 1 month and how many days... but still got a very long way to go for us...

after collect the rings, me, KC and J went to shop around and bought some stuff before we called it a day and went back home....

Tired but yet enjoyable Sunday

WoW... today was an really enjoyable Sunday for me... from morning meet up with dear and went to Thai Embassy there to visit their Thai Festival market... saw alot of nice and interesting stuff... bought a pink necklace and 2 brooches for Elaine mei and Stellla... saw one stall selling interesting artcrafts... they use fish scales and colored them and make it into flowers and can somemore arrange like a flower arrangement.. too bad can't really take pics if not can show it up here le..

follow by afternoon met up with Paul kor and Stella and went down to attend Elaine mei's company Jamiya's children home's carnival fun fair... real fun over there... play their games and won lots of soft toys... Elaine mei even super.. can won one big whole bag of soft toys... lolx...

after that, we all went to Eunos mrt there and meet up with Terrence then went down to Plaza Singapura for dinner first before head to our movie time at The Cathay at handy road as I never go there before to watch movie.. haha..

we settled our dinner at Aijisen as we all want something soupy cause today's weather really very warm... had fun during dinner... then when I was settling for the bill.. dear n Elaine mei they all went out and wait for me.. then dear suddenly.. went to the Couple Lab stall and decided to buy a couple ring for me haha.. I didn't expect he so fast decided that... dear already choosen the design and only wait for me to test the ring size... feel abit surprise though as I thought he just kidding me abt it... as we all need to rush for our movie at 8.30pm start so dear and me decided to collect the ring on next tuesday as we want the ring to engrave with our names and the date we start as couples on the rings.. hehehe...

so after that, we walked to The Cathay and catch this movie - "Transformer"

I can say this movie is really a COOL... movie.. though heard from someone said this movie spoilted the actual comic story.. but to me, I think it's a nice movie though... shall give it 3.5 stars upon 5... comedy enough, action part enough and very high technically enough.. hahaha...

and lastly after our movie, we all wanted to take cabs back, but unfortunately, all the cabs we saw were all either hired or on call... in the end we all fed up and took bus home as luckily at this time still got bus.. haha.. only Elaine mei and Stella took cab home as they live further in the west side...

gosh.. what a tiring day today... getting headache when on the way back... hope tomorrow will be ok...