Artwork 1

Here is my first piece of artwork... visual art piece... using my drawing program... I just use 1 design of petal drawing.... can made into so many different kind of petal designs.... cool isn't it?? haha.... it's so amazing... this is my first time having so much fun with this program... so damn cool....

so this is my virging masterpiece... hahahaha... oh well.. can't really say its virgin as few months ago I did design another piece.... but for now... this is my first piece using this new software though.... and I just love it !!!!

Busy Monday

Today was the last day of April.... and tomorrow shall be the 1st of May.... which is Labour Day also... meaning no working for me.... YEAH !!!! so happy.... haha....

as for today... was a super busy day for me lor... as 2 of my colleagues were on leave... and later part of the afternoon another colleague of mine cum driver need to go out and deliver gifts... so left just a few of us working in the office only... but luckily we still manage to cope without 3 ppl working with us... phew...

later... there is some problem with C's customer's order so end up we got free cake to eat... muahaha... so good sia.... and that's Bengawansolo's cake... not bad lah... but abit too sweet liao... esp that creamy stuff... yucks.. honest speaking I really scared of creamy cakes.. I dunno why since when I got this kind of ophia but maybe is becos of last time when I ate a piece of chocolate cake with lots of chocolate cream on top and inside which made me so scared of cream till now bah....

evening... when later mum came back with a big bag of titbits... yeah... hehehehe.... she actually bought my fav titbits... cheesezy balls snack... and she also dunno y goes crazy and bought a "hu la quan" a big circle erm... well hehe.. I dunno what its called but I only know in chinese is called Hu La Quan lor... she said is buy for fun one... and also to execise... LoLz.... so later after dinner I tried playing but failed to enjoy it...hahaha.... then later dad join in the fun... but I keep laughing at him non stop at his funny action where he also dunno how to play and yet he keep claims he knows how to play... hahaha... then later mum teaches dad how to play with it... lolz.... now they have new toy already... haha....

updates on my card making.... now I have finally finished up the 2nd card that I made.... feel abit satisfied now.... haha.... hope the one who received them will like it though.... well... long way to go then....

suddenly... got a sudden thought.... wish can keep on designing things.... whatever it is... whatever I have in mind... I will try to design out..... I dun care what others think... I will have my own style... hmmmm..... haiz.... guess its always say than easy to do.....

Weekends end so fast

Well... why always our weekends have to end so fast... hmmm... like what this new song that I have put up here... All Good Things have to come to an end... haiz....

find this song quite nice.... really suitable for weekends... haha...

my saturday and sunday just end like this... staying at home rotting... lolz... dunnoe why these few days dun feel like going out... feel like nowhere else to go... rather than seeing ppl walking here and there... squeezing in and out like nobody business... hmm... sometimes I still prefer to stay at home and doing my own things... like? making cards... haha... just complete one birthday card for my colleague whose birthday falls on 16th May... since got nothing to do and my inspriations has come so just made one out first.... and next.... now doing another birthday card for.... hmmm.... can't tell over here... whose birthday also falls in May... hmmm

sometimes I do feel like just designing birthday cards for ppl and sell out... hmm wonder how much can I earn like that... cos there is only one card design in this world you can find and no same design out there... lolz.... guess that's only my daydreaming... haha.... I don't think ppl will spend their money on cards like this which one may cost... hmm... maybe S$2.00? haha...

alright.. enough of my daydreaming... lolz... oh.. later on tonight at 7.30pm Singapore time got this HK Golden Horse Award... WOW... must watch leh... got my idol showing up... yeah... you know who ma ?? haha.... My idol, JAY CHOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cool babe... oops... he's not a babe.. haha...

anyway, can't wait to watch that liao..... got to go now... ciaoz.....

Lipstick? NO?

Just received a forward email from a friend mentioning about lipstick will cause cancer...
Don't know if it's true or not but no harm blogging it up here and let other ladies know about this piece of sad news....

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Original message from THomas:
>
> ----------------------------------
> Original message from leochoo:
> > > > DEAR FRIENDS..PLEASE READ THIS..PLEASE PASS THIS
> > > ON TO FRIENDS AS WELL
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > next time you go shopping for lipstick.... ..
> > > >
> > > > Just keep this mail in mind
> > > >
> > > > This comes from someone
> > > > who works in the breast cancer unit at Mt. Sinai
> > > Hospital, in Toronto.
> > > >
> > > > From: Dr. Nahid Neman
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > If there is a female you care anything about,
> > > share this with her. I
> > > > did!!!!! I am also sharing this with the males on
> > > my email list, because
> > >
> > > > they need to tell the females
> > > >
> > > > THEY care about as well!
> > > >
> > > > Recently a lipstick brand called "Red Earth"
> > > decreased their prices from
> > >
> > > > $67 to $9.90.
> > > >
> > > > It contained lead. Lead is a chemical which causes
> > > cancer.
> > > >
> > > > The lipstick brands that contain lead are:
> > > >
> > > > CHRISTIAN DIOR
> > > >
> > > > LANCOME
> > > >
> > > > CLINIQUE
> > > >
> > > > Y.S.L
> > > >
> > > > ESTEE LAUDER
> > > >
> > > > SHISEIDO
> > > >
> > > > RED EARTH (Lip Gloss)
> > > >
> > > > CHANEL (Lip Conditioner)
> > > >
> > > > MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK.
> > > >
> > > > The higher the lead content, the greater the
> > > chance of causing cancer.
> > > > After doing a test on
> > > >
> > > > lipsticks, it was found that the Y.S.L. lipstick
> > > contained the most
> > > amount
> > > > of lead.
> > > >
> > > > Watch out for those lipsticks which are supposed
> > > to stay longer. If your
> > >
> > > > lipstick stays longer, it
> > > >
> > > > is because of the higher content of lead.
> > > >
> > > > Here is the test you can do yourself:
> > > >
> > > > 1. Put some lipstick on your hand.
> > > >
> > > > 2. Use a Gold ring to scratch on the lipstick.
> > > >
> > > > 3. If the lipstick colour changes to black,
> > > >
> > > > then you know the lipstick contains lead.
> > > >
> > > > Please send this information to all your
> > > girlfriends, wives and female
> > > > family members.
> > > > This information is being circulated at Walter
> > > Reed Army Medical Center
> > > >
> > > > Dioxin Carcinogens cause cancer, especially breast
> > > cancer
> >

so ladies... know the truth now? Cosmetics do harm us... so now do you still wanna put lipstick on your beautiful and healthy lips ??

Are we really united ?

From our Singapore's National Pledge, there is one line says "....as one united People, regardless of race, nationality and religious...." but do we really as one united People ?

I mean like... in Singapore or any part of the world... do we really can entrust a stranger completely ? out of 100%, I guess 90% will say no... reason ? the reason I guess is no one will ever trust a stranger at all in this reality of world or between human beings...

since from that day we born... do we really trust people? do you trust your family? your friends? your bf/gf ? your colleagues? your boss? or even a pass-byers?

somehow... I realised we human beings do wear face masks... do we ??

anyway, human being's thinking are hard to predict... don't you agree ? hahaha...

List of My Little Blog Homes

LoLz.... Since Dalicia request me to list out my little blog homes... I shall hereby list them out as follows....

My ever first blog home is Blogger.... since from that day I know my ex bf, D. he taught me to blog which I never ever has think of it nor have tried it before... it started from a very simple of a little dairy he wrote for me.. erm... well that time is he actually created one blogger account for us (me and him) to write about our relationship, our thoughts, our dream... bla bla bla... but then... when we ended our relationship... we had stopped logging into so called our little dairy... and since till now, I don't know if that blog still exist or not... hmm... being curious again.. haha... well... anyway.... lets carry on my list...

Next, my second blog home is Xanga... a blog site which is much easier to manage and maintent than Blogger... talking abt this... I think I really didn't blog in there for quite some time liao... haha....

Follow by my third blog home is Multiply... well this blog home is actually introduced by a game member which I used to play Maple Story last time... my guild leader asked me to join in their team so in order to join in I ought to be a member of Multiply... so from there... I have written some blog posts in there too... and also I think it's also easier to manage than Blogger, quite the same with Xanga... with cool functions too....

And my fourth blog home is Blogsome... quite similar with WordPress but still got its own function and maintenance... and also don't really user-friendly as Blogger and others...

Last but not least, my latest additional blog home will be WordPress... I like their templates very much... some is really fantastic... like the one I just created yesterday... I like that pic... its made me feel so freely... but I guess.... I have failed to use that pic as my image header... sob sob.... haha.....

this is the pic I mention about... hmm.... my mission has failed... sob sob... haha....

Keep trying

Yo... haha.... don't have to thank me, Mr PW. You ought to keep trying as I always try and error, that's how I manage to explore out the puzzle and solve the riddle... haha... and well thanks to you, I also being the curious of me went to open another new blog home under WordPress... haha....

and I just realised that after signing up and compare between Blogger and WordPress, their differences are too big.... first although Blogger is easy to manage and maintent like eg. adding things and stuffs like that but WordPress is not that user-friendly enough to let us add stuff... but... but.... while WordPress has many many nice and beautiful blogskins, but then Blogger don't really have that much of those beautiful ones....

hmm this is what I have found out so far on the first day of using WordPress... haha....

to see my preview of my new little home, please click this link as shown below :


http://lattediva.wordpress.com/

what I like is that pic... I wonder if I can use that pic and paste on here... hmmmmm...
cool... new challenge for me now.... Yippee.....

I am the odd one

Guess now I know I am always the odd one out... as I always treat KC and J like my own sisters and good friends... but till today.... I felt like I am the odd one... being left behind like nobody cares or wants... and that's really quite hurting.... It's been 8 good years for me working in this company and although some colleagues I dun really like to be with but I always treasure KC and J as whenever they need my help or whatever they want, I will always try my best to help them and accompany them if they need me... but till today... I was wrong.. totally wrong...

and this isn't the first time they had left me behind alone... without informing me they were to go shopping without me... and left office so quickly without telling me too... and made me searching for them high n low just now after work... cos I still thought they will wait for me to go back together as we three girls always knock off together and came to work together too... like what they said the 3 muskateers...

but... till today... I just realised I am just a nobody to them... not a sister to them... not a good friend to them... I am just a nobody.... or shall I say just a person who is good to being used to do things for them...

when you guys want to buy breads, want to find songs and download, want me accompany you to go here or there, did I ever say a "No" to you guys? Nope, never, instead I will always be there for you guys and try my best to help you guys... but what I got in the end? just being left out and you guys went shopping without me and without inform me too...

haiz.... dunno what's wrong with me today.... dunno why out of sudden I feel so left out.... and feel sad to have such feelings... or am I having mood swing again??? wonder wonder...

to them... they may feel that it's just a small matter.... but to me... it's not.. I feel that in my world is so lonely.... where I am always the left out one...

feel that I don't belong in this world... where nobody really appreciate me... nobody ever treasure me... do I really exist???

Fav blouse being "dyed" color

Sob Sob..... I have killed my fav blouse.... actually I have put my this fav blouse (light pink in color ) into washing machine to wash and mixed with another red shirt and wash together.... and end up my fav blouse been dyed color now.... now its has patches of darker pink instead.... aww..... sob sob....

so fed up now.... this blouse has yet wore more than 5 times manz.... aaarrrggghhh....

awww..... my blouse.... now became uglier than ever.... sob sob sob....

Attend Aidah's Wedding

Today's early afternoon went to attend Aidah's wedding with Richie at Yishun... this is my first time ever sit in Richie's car (the car is shared with his bro)... hehe... felt so honoured... haha... well we first met at Yishun MRT station there where Richie came to pick me up and drove to Aidah's wedding... funny thing is we almost lost our way while searching for the correct block of the venue.. haha... but lucky we still managed to find our way there...

The moment we reached, Aidah and her hubby already sit on the stage there and let their relatives and friends taking photos together with the couple... and we two also join in the fun and took a photo with them... and after that we pass her the green ang bow... and we proceed to the food they serving and find a place to sit down and enjoy the food and enjoy seeing all Aidah's friends and relatives... and also enjoy chatting with Richie too... hehe...

but too bad that though I had bring my digi cam but no chance to take photos with it as I feel very pai seh if I will to take photo where most of the ppl there I do not know one... as I wanted to take a photo of the wedding couple but too bad by the time I wanna do so the couple already gone to dunno where liao... haha.... so end up with empty hands... lol... but they got gave us a sourveniour... I think is a small hanky panky.. look pretty nice.. can't bear to open up so just put into my cupboard as display... hehe...

and after that, me and Richie went to CauseWay Point for a movie... before that we went shopping around... as it has been awhile since I shop at CauseWay Point...

the movie we watched was... " 200 Pounds Beauty "

this movie is about....

Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ammy, the famous Korean pop singer. Though Hanna is always ignored due to her appearance, she has always been a bright and happy girl until Ammy humiliated her in front of Sang-jun, the one she secretly admired. Finally, she made a life-changing decision: to have a major cosmetic surgery. With this move, will her unrequited love be returned?

overall I like this movie... funny and touching too.... it shows that fat girl also got their talented points... I wish I was like Hanna... can be a backstage singer also is good enough...

but what surprise me is Richie willing to watch this movie with me.. as he told me before that he doesn't really like to watch Korean movies... haha... and this was his first time watching it... I hope he enjoyed this movie... as I really do enjoyed it... very much..

so after our movie, we went to Gelare Cafe and had waffles for snack before going back... again, this is our first time trying Gelare Cafe for waffles... heard my colleagues say that their waffles is very nice... and indeed its taste nice... as mine was Chocolate waffles while Richie's is Tutti Frutti waffles... but I still like mine after I tried Richie's Frutti flav... cos I always like chocolates flav stuff... they smell real fragnant.. while its hot...

and after finishing our waffles, Richie drove me back but dropped me at AMK there as I wish to visit AMK Hub the new shopping centre which just opened not long ago... indeed it's quite big but not much to shop though... and I just realised there got new branch of New York New York and PepperLunch too.. hmm so now I know where can try their food in my nearer estate... no need to go so far in town area already... haha...

after had a short walk there, I met up with my another fren and took a ride before I end my day....

btw, got to "Thanks" Richie for the ride and the treats...

Free Trial Pilates

Today is the most tiring day for me... I swear... I never been so tired before... and yet since after Thursday that badminton session with my colleagues I already having body aches... and now... is muscles ache.... especially my stomach and arms portion... gosh..... cos today I went to try a free trial of pilates with PY at Ardmore fitness club... at Bugis branch....

this is my very first time doing this manz... so cool but so stretching.... haha..... and it's quite fun I must say... but their fee is more interesting... well in the end PY and me decided just forget about it afterall due to our work commitment we can only go once a week or so... kind of wasting the money on this... I rather go for a run for free and can everyday do... lolz... well... I must admit I rather abit lazy when it comes to execise... afterall I dunno why my legs just can't listen to me when I go for running... they keep on giving me muscles cram when I just run for awhile... even though the warm up is done enough... hmm...

so after our lesson, PY and me went to have some coffee to relax our body so we went to TCC....

I like their napkins... hehehe... with those wordings on it.... nice nice...

I even like their glass of water... their glass is so cute... with ice water in it, looks like a crystal ball to me... haha....

and this is my tea-time favourite.... American Cheesecake... ya ya I know... it's very fattening... but... I only eat it once a blue moon... so can't be adding much kilogram to my waist right? haha

and I also tried their Iced Mint flav Mocha... nice and fresh flavour... cool....

so after our relaxation... we took a bus home together... lastly... home sweet home...

New Toy

Wah.... today went shopping spree again.... and my poor wallet.... haven't been saving much and yet been spending much.... lolz..... guess I am getting this sickness now... once I having bad mood I will spend like crazy.... any ways to cure this sickness ma ?? haha.....

Anyway, today took half day leave again... and after work went to Bishan Junction 8 shopping for a webcam as I have been longing for it since now... but I always dunno how to choose and buy... so today since got the time for me to study the brands to see which worth to buy... so I just bought one and it's the cheapest of all the brands there I guess... cost S$45.90 and it comes with special effects and cute frame too....

this is the sample which I use my webcam to try it out... hehehehe..... it's a tv sample... does it looks like really in tv actress ?? hahahahaha.......

after shopping for awhile... I went down to Plaza Singapura to meet KC and J for dinner... so after our dinner, we went to shop awhile... and I bought 3 pairs of earrings for just S$5.00

well... today really did enjoy my half day leave of shopping around... but ends up my legs are aching liao... haha.......

oh feel so excited abt my free trial of pilates lesson... going with PY tomorrow.... hope we will enjoy ourselves there... Yahoo.... lolz

alright gonna start to fix and play with my new toy liao... hehehehe...

Badminton Day

Today was off from work... and had a very relaxing time at home doing nothing much... cleaning the house and my room isn't an easy task.... and after that went to take a rest and took my bath and get ready to meet my colleagues for a game of badminton at Paya Lebar Kovan CC... first time went to this CC played.... can say their facilities are not bad... but then.... the badminton court is rather smaller abit then the Macpherson CC and its very stuffy in there... we all still like Macpherson CC court... where theirs space is much bigger even two courts are occupied but there still got some space you can play and is quite windy and more air inside the court unlike those are rather smaller and stuffy...

gosh... think I'm getting body aches now... maybe due to too long period of time never done any much exercise and further more not enough of warm up being done... cos time is not really enough for us... as the group reached here on the dot...

alright... guess I got to go to bed and sleep already... eyes closing soon... body aches all over... wish got someone to massage me.... hehehehe......

Grumby Old Man + Unreasonable Customer

It is really annoying me today.... over a packet of chicken rice.... today afternoon... my this grumby old man driver colleague being kind to go and da bao lunch for us.... but I just don't like his attitude... damn f**king rude and fierce lor... guess he's having menses again... he's always like that... have to see his mood one... and sometimes so sentimental... can one min be nice to you then next min be so fierce to you... I just dun understand "Man" can't they be more gentle to ladies? why must every time raise their voice and be impatient all the times...

if you don't wish to da bao for us then dun da bao lah... not happy then don't do it... you think you're who?? you think no need to ask around first to get everyone's attention in office to place order on how many packets to buy ma... you think so easy ma... some of us still engaged on the phone how can they answer back my question... and we still need to ask other dept if they want or not... but you so fierce and scolded me why so kao po and ask others why can't just ask within office ppl only.... F**k how I know you don't want to ask others... if we don't ask others wait later on others sure talk behind our admin dept bad words... say we all so selfish never ask them...

never think for us and yet still so fierce... and of course, its not easy to look for carpark to da bao for us outside at this hour, we do know that.. and we also understand it... but you also don't have to be so fierce ma... you should know we need some time to take orders then you should before reaching that stall called us first ma... not wait till you already in that queue and then call us and ask us how many packets to buy...

from now on I swear I won't be eating whatever food you buy for us... my other colleagues can but not for me.... course I won't be tolerating such a guy like this.... I don't care his surname is Tan (same surname as my lady boss cos he's her brother) or whatever... I won't be treating him/her nice... cos he got attitude problem... and I really hate that...

talking abt attitude.... I met with another nasty or rather say unreasonable customer today... think she got hearing problem.... while taking her order halfway...

our tele-conversation as follow...

me : can I have recipient's postal code ?

customer : her phone number is .... 360....

me : phone mumber 360... ?? is it postal code ?

customer : of course postal code la.. where got phone number starts with 36 something...

me : miss.. i think just now you're saying phone number right?
of course i also know that's a postal code,
that's why i'm asking you is that a postal code.

customer : alright alright... dun want to argue with you.. let's continue...

at this moment... my head is burning HOT... feel like bashing this lady...

later on when our conversation almost done... till I asking her again...

me : on the msg card, would you like to add in
"Management & Staff " too before your company's name ?

customer : gosh.. you all should know all this thing right?
still have to ask ya.. of course must put "Management & Staff "
follow by company's name la...

at this point again... my head is even more hotter...

me : miss... i have to ask you if you like to add in ma...
course not all customers want to add in that "Mgt & Staff "
as some they only put as from their company name thats all...
I can't be anyhow without asking and add in for you ma right..

customer : i want to know your name.. you're being impolite..

me with a very bei ta-han tone : ya, my name is WENDY. Thank you for your order. May I just repeat your order once more....bla bla bla......

then I just tolerate with her and quickly repeat her order and closed case....

Gosh........... today isn't my DAY.......................

Only ONE word
can desribe my feelings for today.....

Super Busy Tuesday

Today also damn bloody busy... is like imaging one person got to cover two persons' jobs... manz... wish I got many pair of hands... like a spider... to help me do lots of things... gosh... really can't take it... is like not really fair to me... as if I am on leave, J no need to cover my job... but if she is on leave, then I got to cover hers... haiz...

Anyway, luckily she's back to work tomorrow already... phew.... no more tiring day for me liao... no need to run here and there, like a mad dog...

looking forward on Thursday... will be starting to play badminton again... yeah... long time never execise already... think sure will get body ache after playing... haha....

Super Busy Monday...

Today was super busy manz.... cos of 1 of my colleague was on leave so I have to cover her job as well... and that made me got to run both sides of tables... by the end of the day... I was super tired... haiz...

and tomorrow still got to endure 1 more day... sianz.... really hope J will come back soon... miss her.... hahahaha.....

and today's lady boss's birthday... had made a birthday card for her... hope she likes it....

Relatives Gathering

What a bright, sunny and warm Sunday morning... went to meet up with my relatives and went praying my grandparents at Sin Ming Temple there (Guan Ming Shan) where every year of this season will be packed with lots of ppl who also praying together to their accesstors, grandparents or their beloved ones...

It's really been quite a long time never go there and pray to my grandparents le... really miss them alot.. especially my grandma.. when I was young, she will be my hairstylist and cut my hair for me... haha... that's really fun and cute... miss her cooking too... those traditional Hokkien food... my mum is Hokkien.. as for my grandpa... doesn't really have much impression on him though... hmmm... maybe when I was young, he's alrdy gone ba...

after we have finished praying, we all went to Junction 8 there and have our lunch together... we wanted to go Crystal Jade and eat de.. but after realising we got to wait for abt 10 more tables then got table for us.. so in the end we went to Ding Tai Feng and eat...

well.. I must say Ding Tai Feng's is something similar with Crystal Jade... but then... their food can't really compare with Crystal Jade one... cos most of their food is rather tasteless... should say is rather plain ba... and furthermore their serving is smaller than Crystal Jade one... I tried their noodle (杂将面）, can say not bad lah... but I still like Crystal Jade ones... theirs really nice and big serving...

Found out that mum kind of like eating these kind of dim sum... hmm thinking of bringing her to try at Crystal Jade on Mothers' Day...

after our lunch, we all went back home separately and have a good rest... afterall.. all of us wake up so early today...

The New Me Part 3

Lastly... here's the final art work of my photo editing.... lolz... enjoy myself doing all these... really makes me feel much happier now...

with my new specs on... nice or not ?

last but not least... a blur photo to capture the simplest of me....

The New Me Part 2

Here's another 2 photos which I edited using another photo editor software....

HaHa... so much fun...

Still got somemore to come....

The New Me

Just finish playing with my 1st photo of myself with my new hairstyle... hmmm... the effect was not bad after all... haha...

With four different types of effect... see which one is nice ? haha...

Photo editing is so much fun... lastly I change my photo into this... very fun isn't it..

a photo with a kaleidoscope effect... hmm so interesting....

More to come.....

Friday the 13th

Today is Friday, the 13th.... a date which whenever falls on a Friday, is an omen... means bad luck... but somehow... for me, today's Friday the 13th, is a day which I emarked myself as a new life beginning... I made myself to forget everything from now on... I wish to be a new ME... so today I took half day leave from work and went to do my hair... change my hairstyle... for a new start... and ends up my wallet open a big hole.. but I guess... it's worth it.. to recover myself from the wound I got, is more than enough...

and hey I got took some new photos for myself with new hairstyle.. hee.. but I will try to blog them up tomorrow... going to try some new tricks on photo editing program again... hehe.. guess this is the only way to make myself happy.... by learning new things will help me to forget the past....

and also.. tomorrow is the day I am going to collect my new specs !! yeah ! feel so excited... geez... can't wait to see how I look with my new specs though... haha....

Rain...

Seems like today's weather not that good... late afternoon had a sudden thunder rain... a very heavy rain when it's my time to knock off from work.... dunno why this rain came so sudden and heavy with those angry thunders... wondering if it is God who shed more tears for me... wonder if God also know how I feel inside my heart now... the pain that hurts too much... the tears that hide too deep and is waiting to be released but can't release... wonder am I start to feel numb for my feelings... been wondering so many things since last night.... but yet no one can answer to my wonderings... including myself...

guess I have lost myself...

I have lost my patience...

I have lost my mind...

I have lost my feel...

I have lost my sense...

and lastly...

I have lost my heart...

Once again...

Once again... being hurt by him... once again... tears flowing down my cheeks never been failed to me... once again new hopes all vanish... once again all things seems to be faked to me... once again... I was just like a fool being fooled by him.... once again... why he has to reappear into my life and yet destroy my life again.... once again.................................. so many once again..... has God really got to do with this once again? why must you let him reappear into my life? why must you let him said those words to me once again? why????? I thought the reappearing should have some meaning or purpose for us.... but why ? why in the end got to end up like this?
I hate him.... but... the more I hate him becomes the more I love him.... why? why am I always the one who being hurt? why? so many why n yet God can't even give me an answer to all my questions...


我知道
这就是答案了
还能怎么感受


错在明知是错
快乐该怎么选择
我爱错
我只能选择沉默
不该嘶吼


guess the biggest mistake is I shouldn't have anymore feelings for him when he reappear into my life.... for now... I guess I really don't know what is LOVE this word anymore.... I shall now annouce this word LOVE will turn to DEAD from now onwards.... no more LOVE in my vocab now.......

First time tried Italian Food

Today after work met up with E again for dinner... at first we wanted to try eating at Makan Suria (something like that can't really know how to spell the place correctly or not.. haha) at Esplanade Mall there but too bad weather not really nice... had a heavy rain in the late evening so spoil the whole mood to eat outside.. end up we walked slowly into Marina Square and settle our dinner at this Italian restaurant named " Spageddies Italian Kitchen " ,

quite a nice atmosphere I must say... and the food is also delicious... haha... its my first time ever tried Italian food... not that spicy but more to herbs and natural flavours... and I like their lime juice.. its really an apetitizer to your stomach.. sour enough and not that sweet too...

E and me enjoyed our dinner at there... we had soup, main course, side dish and lime juice... and that's really nice.... haha....

Soup with main course... first time ever saw garlic bread put onto the soup... taste nice but then... abit oily though...

next we have our side dish...

fried carami (erm.. again I dunno how to spell this thing la.. haha something like sotong I guess)

follow by my main course

Clayfish Spaghetti , really very nice I must say... a very unique taste that I never tried before..

after our dinner, we took a slow walk around the shopping mall as today I wore a wrong pair of shoes (semi high heels) and its made my foot damn bloody sore lor... I dunno why every time I wear new shoes its always gave me this kind of problem... but if I wear sandals or slippers it won't wor.... dunno if I am fated to wear sandals and slippers only and no shoes for me... sob sob... I mean high heels shoes ya... haiz... headaches...

anyway... after a walk, we went separate home back.. what a tiring foot day for me !!! aaarrggghhh......... and I swear I won't be wearing it again unless only for a short time like for wedding dinner or so...

Relaxing View

A relaxing view to relax your eyes and mind... Sometimes... it's always good to have some freedom for myself....am I thinking too much again? I wonder...

Good Friday Shopping Spree

Hurray !!!!! Today is Good Friday !!!! and no working today... yeah!!!! haha... so today me went shopping spree @ bugis junction with PY this afternoon.... and wow... today everywhere is so crowded wor... but we still manage to squeeze here and there... haha... and I have bought quite many things too.... lolz.... went to look for my new track shoes and finally decided this one....

A pair of running shoes from Adidas.... nice design and feel comfortable when wearing it....

then after buying, we went to shop others...

went to Bodyshop and bought new bath sponge... went to Seiyu now change name to BHG... wonder what does BHG stands for ?? hmmm Boy Hate Girl ? lolz... we went to BHG and bought new perfume from Escada which that time in my previous post I had mentioned before their new fragrant... Summer Heat edition...

bought their small bottle and got 4 free samples 2 for women and 2 for men... so nice... hehe...

as today is their opening of this BHG naming so they got this promotion of every purchase of $50 will get a big umbrella FREE... lolz... not bad though....

then after that we went to shop around and found this stall selling voodoodoll ... hmm reminds me of that actress who acted in that Taiwan series that I had watched... so I bought one which can let me find my true love.... lolz... dunno will be true or not.. just for fun only.. haha... and its look cute though... lolz...

a voodoodoll handphone strap... nice and cute though... hehehe....

okies... enough of shopping spree le... and after that both of us went home seperately....

these are the sourveiours from E whom just came back from overseas recently... so nice of her...

See!!! this little tortise is trying to dial phone and make call.. lols... and next he is trying to climb up my office pc... gosh... it's super tortise time!!! lolz.... actually this cute little tortise is I borrow from my colleague C de la... haha... see it so cute so borrow from her and play with it... haha.. not real of cos... it's a display tortise set with 4 different pose... all of them so cute... meant for hanging fish tank or flower pot or whatever...

Nice dinner @ Suki Sushi

Just now met up with E at Orchard as we quite long time never meet le.. since she just came back from overseas... so we went to cineleisure and had sushi buffet at Suki Sushi... and we had a fun time during dinner... cos we are like every kind of sushi also wanna try it out.. but some we didn't try as me and E didn't dare to try those we never ate before de... hahaha.... and in the end we ate abt 17 plates of sushi... WOW... super rite ? hahaha...

after our dinner, we went to world of sports to look for my track shoes as my old ones (adidas) become spoilted liao... both become open mouth alrdy... sob sob... but anyway it's alrdy 1yr plus plus old... so I guess shld be the time to change new ones... lolz.... but then... I just can't find any pairs that I like in that shop... quite limited design... sigh.... so I think got to go other shops to look for it.... hmmmm....

it's has been not for that long I ever visit cineleisure and realised some of the shops has been closed down alrdy.... strange... I always tot cineleisure business shld be damn good cos almost everyday their shops is full and crowded with ppl... but how come so many shops being closed down... like the Sembawang CD shop, Cafe Cartel, Japanese Ramen, KFC, etc... hmm... strange....

but I guess its really hard to maintenant a shop as nowadays so many new shopping centres being open like VivoCity, The Central, AMK Hub, etc... so I think those old shops really have to think a way out to attract more customers incoming in...

好听的歌，值得分享

最近，在追看这［ 微笑Pasta ］真的非常好看又好笑。。。戏中的歌曲跟加令人感动，尤其是这首“黄昏晓” 由王心凌演唱的。。。歌词写得非常好。。每当我听这首歌时，都会想起往事。。。心情也随着这首歌而慢慢的变得沉重起来。。。可是我又非常喜欢这首歌。。这首歌就好象在写我的过去是的。。。

现在就让我们来听一听这首动人的歌吧。。。


有人说
天刚要黑的时候
在天边出现的第一颗星星
它叫
黄昏晓

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在黄昏的空中
我飘呀飘
飘啊飘
飘不进你的心中
问一问风怎么说
也不能解释所有的痛
到不如问一问我
要怎么去过

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在微凉的梦中
我追阿追
追阿追
却停在原地不动
风为什么还不走
陪着我安静等你划过
我不再问为什么
因为我懂了

拥抱的温度
只有你清楚
通往幸福的旅途
黄昏才领悟
该往哪里停驻
我用一辈子
去追逐

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
风吹呀吹
吹呀吹

Shopping @ VivoCity

My gf PY asked me to go shopping with her... but ends up it's me who buy things and not her... lolz... she only bought some titbits from Daiso and me bought.. hm... quite alot though... cham liao... buy until wallet no money liao... lolz....

before we started our shopping spree, we went to Secret Recipe and took our lunch first... and after that, we went to start walking around the whole shopping centre.... and stopped at this PK computer shop to look for my mp3 earphone pads... dunno got sell or not... and luckily they got sell though... and its cheap I think... lolz.... $10 for 12 pairs.... n comes with 3 different colors - grey, purple and pink....

see this.... it's PINK !!!! OMG... my fav color... hehehehe.... so happy manz..... pink pink pink... hmm sweet looking pink... man I just love it....

after that we went over to this MJ Multimedia shop to buy this Taiwan series dvd call "微笑pasta" act by Wang Xin Lin and Zhang Dong Liang.... n guess what? I have fall in love with 张栋梁 liao... manz... he's soooooooo handsome in this series... looks like Rain to me... haha.... awww...

really... I never like any actor that much though in my past... even my idol was Gu Tian Le, I also won't be that crazy for him... but this guy... this Nicholas Teo (张栋梁) really made my heart melt... lolz.... now he's my new idol of the year liao.... hahahaha

so now I'm chasing this series for the time being... haha... (guess I feel like I am little childish sometimes... haha)

after that, we went to find a place to rest our legs and have a drink to ease our thirst.... so we went to this...

The Pacific Coffee Company... a nice and cosy place to drink coffee... first time ever tried their coffee... I tried their Iced Hazelnut Latte... quite nice though...

after finish our coffee... our last stop will be at Daiso... where we bought some titbits back... haha... never try Japanese titbits though.... but is nice de lor... haha...

so I bought these 3 ...

even my parents also like to eat them.... hahaha... they find it not too salty or too sweet... just nice.... next time will buy more for them to enjoy... haha....

well... guess that's all for my april fool day post.... hehe.... till now I still haven't get fooled yet.. muahaha... lucky me manz... haha.... lolz....

Happy April Fool !

HeLLo EveryBody .......

It's April Fool TODAY !!!

enjoy this day and don't let others FOOL you....
and get ready to FOOL others... hahahahaha....